i have never been so much in love with someone on this day than i have been in my whole life.
GOD i want to be in a band SO FUCKING BADLY! but EVERY SINGLE FUCKING TIME i try to build one, it ALL. GOES. TO. SHIT. and that’s only because everybody says they want to be in one, but when things start a-going they couldn’t give a flying fuck.
so many ideas.
i have the potential to change the music scene, and no-one will even give me a chance…
the only reason I’m trying to become a producer is because nobody wants to be an artist with me. and i feel the more time i spend producing music, the more I’m losing my music creative capabilities.
what if i lose the will to ever idealize another song again?